The lily or the rose
To be or not to be
To fall in love or run away
Chosing to rich or poor
To be have a garden full of laughter
To plant more Lilly’s or rosses and cosmos plants
Thats the big question
After finding my favourite flower in my garden its a field full of cosmos i still have to just look at you not allowed to touch or pluck you from my garden
Then when you die after a few months all i have left is the dried few i kept
Reminds me of my true love
The one that every year gets bigger as our love grow
Then i touch the dry ground my tears run down my cheek
Drop for drop it fell as i cry each day for i have to wait another year to see you again my only memory is the dry flower i kept to remind me of our happiness running barefoot oudside playing in the rain
Who to choose
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Unexpected phone call
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Unexpected phone call
You said I should never lie were I am
The day we met
You asked me were are you what you doing
I said could lie
But you said tell the truth
So I replied on the toilet number 2
You just said in a weird voice
You could have lied
No my dearest I promised to always tell the truth
You replied with a smile in your voice we both talked and you said I love you
I haven’t heard that in years
I smiled and replied that felt good I replied I love you to
Would that make your day
Insomnia
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Insonia
Its hard
Its even harder when you are in love
On dormacot 2 mg sohave to take 2 to sleep for 4 hours
First month it gave me 6 hours 2 mg
I feel tired in the day but not enough to sleep
I go for walks 2hours clean the house work on comuter
But no result if i sleep and i wake up now thats it awake
So trying something new
My dog must go out at 3 am
Then alarms starts goung iff in neiborhood
By then i am in deep sleep
Husbands alarm wakes me st 6am
So then i am up
Then i wil start my morning walk and busy scedule
By noon can relax by sorting phitos and birdwatching
Then watching the sunset and prsyer
Texting my friends etc
Then dinner and night repeat it self
I must talk to the doctor again for need stronger pills
Its years since 2003 i have this its effecting my health every day getting migraines again and trying to eat less to lose weight
But with 3 cracks in my neck
And arthirithis its getting hsrd to cope
My msriage not in good health either
For now just praying
So if i get depressed
Dont post its because i work on my new books
I dont have all the money yet but i know God will profide
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Maria Cornelia Abetti……Maria Abetti…….Author Maria Cornelia Abetti