Dear Heavenly Father
I am on my knees
Thanking you
For allowing me to survive so long
Pains in my arm headaches
Tired of taking tablets
With blood pressure
Over 200
Lowest 150
I am in allot of pain
But still i am smiling
Hiding behind these walls
Standing in the cold night crying
You gave me all I ever wanted
I even kissed the man on the moon
You guided me so far
I once was hungry
Now my cup is full to the brim
Please just let my pain stop
I never ask anything
Tonight I am on my knees
Praying
My biggest dream is to sleep
Since 2006 could not sleep
My night became my day
Tried everything
Only to be awake another night
Let me climb those stairs to heaven
I am mentally and fiscally
Drained
I need sleep
Please come take me home
Were I belong
To the only Father i ever knew
If you decide to let me stay
Then show me the way
I am lost confused
My heart belongs to another
Split in two
Day and night
Bleeding laying on the floor bleeding out
Please Daddy
I need you
Now
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Author Maria Cornelia Abetti
Insomnia is all over the world to sleep waking up every 2hours is hell used allot of things even in day laying in once bed hearing every sound just to stand up to start a new day of work . Then having arthritis is also not helping. Hands and feet going pins and needles . There are meds that help but not all of us can effort it. So we take it day by day.
This is for all of you that suffer just like me
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