Insomnia

Dear Heavenly Father
I am on my knees
Thanking you
For allowing me to survive so long
Pains in my arm headaches
Tired of taking tablets
With blood pressure
Over 200
Lowest 150
I am in allot of pain
But still i am smiling
Hiding behind these walls
Standing in the cold night crying
You gave me all I ever wanted
I even kissed the man on the moon
You guided me so far
I once was hungry
Now my cup is full to the brim
Please just let my pain stop
I never ask anything
Tonight I am on my knees
Praying
My biggest dream is to sleep
Since 2006 could not sleep
My night became my day
Tried everything
Only to be awake another night
Let me climb those stairs to heaven
I am mentally and fiscally
Drained
I need sleep
Please come take me home
Were I belong
To the only Father i ever knew

If you decide to let me stay
Then show me the way
I am lost confused
My heart belongs to another
Split in two
Day and night

Bleeding laying on the floor bleeding out
Please Daddy
I need you
Now
Copyrighted
Author Maria Cornelia Abetti

Insomnia is all over the world to sleep waking up every 2hours is hell used allot of things even in day laying in once bed hearing every sound just to stand up to start a new day of work . Then having arthritis is also not helping. Hands and feet going pins and needles .  There are meds that help but not all of us can effort it. So we take it day by day.
This is for all of you that suffer just like me

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Climbing the stairway to heaven

Falling in love feels like
Flying higher than I ever been on the wings of an eagle
Going were no one has gone before
Well hidden between the clouds.
Watching you in secret

Falling in love

Then as a came close you looked away
You didn’t see me
Then the winds and clouds
Took me again high above the clouds
Looking down like a predator in search of its next meal
Yes you swept me away
Stole my heart
Like a thief in the night
Yes

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My heart was racing fast
Faster than the speed of light
Seeing you
Work gave me hope again
To make you fall in love with me all over again

I used to hide behind a mask pretending till I met you

I used to hide behind a mask pretending till I met you

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I used pretend to the ones a love
Hiding the true me
Running away from love
Then meeting you changed to course of my being
You totally convulsed me
You let the real me out
The naughty calm one
The smell of your skin
When you hold my hand
Kissed my soft lips we getting lost kissing for hours
Then making love on our honeymoon
Now I can’t get enough of you
I am so amazed by you
The way you wash my hair
We are always texting all day
I  am floating on clouds every day
Your like sun shinning warm on my skin

When it gets windy I hear you calling my name
Feeling you warm hand covering me to warm me up
In our love affair there is no load shedding

When were together we light up enough fireworks to keep Witrivier and Nelspruit lighted for hours
Didn’t plan this but I really like you
I tried everything to push you away yet
I only drew you closer
Oww I need to tell you
Just hold me and kiss me
And never let me go
Your stuck in my mind
Can’t really concentrate on anything
You make me forgot about the world
All I want is to be with you

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Branded with rumours

Alone
Here is it now
Now one want to be friends
After she left me
Branded with rumours
Since you left me with a broken heart

Branded
Weird
Because of your lies
Hurt and alone
Then on cold winter afternoon
I met the girl of my dreams
Strangely although cold
On that afternoon
The sun was so hot
Like on a summer day
And to think it all started with a smile
And a single touch
Of our hands
When picking up a Penny on the floor
Looking up
There you were smiling at me
I smiled back
We shared a coke cola
In coffee shop
We kissed
So this magical romance started.

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