Sour Lemons 

Sour Lemons 

My life is like sour lemons

To endure it 

Life it

I have to put salt in it to make it sweet

Or make lemonade with allot of sugar 

Just as you think you made enough lemonade 

You get a glass full of pure sour lemon juice 

It’s then you put up a mask smile and drink it 

Saying politely 

Thank you it was very plesand 

I followed my heart 

I followed my heart
 enduring the pain 

haunted by memories 

You holding me in your arms 

My knees get weak 

Feeling your soft embrace like no one sees someone the world don’t see as hard as a rock  Wild and untamed It was dark when you kissed me

 on my soft moist lips 

Trying to escape but harder than I thought 

 The warm touch of your hands touching my skin you kissing my all over 

We losing control… over and over

So I had to run away one night to think 

Is this love or lust is it worth the pain

Few months later now 

I made my disision to stay following my heart

Unexpected phone call

Unexpected phone call

You said I should never lie were I am 

The day we met

You asked me were are you what you doing 

I said could lie 

But you said tell the truth

So I replied on the toilet number 2

You just said in a weird voice 

You could have lied

No my dearest I promised to always tell the truth 

You replied with a smile in your voice we both talked and you said I love you

I haven’t heard that in years 

I smiled and replied that felt good I replied I love you to 

Would that make your day

Time

Time

I walked passed the window in the street

I saw a old woman smilling and she winked at me

I winked back

Then a few streets down saw the old lady again

I turned towards the window and relized it was my reflection in the window

Were has time gone 

I have become old and grey 

But inside i feel like a teenager 

Time passes quickly 

Before we wink were old grey ready to retire

I kids have become aduldts

We become our grandparents 

Time goes by so quickly 

Lets just stop and turn back the clock

Life like theres no tomorow 

Before you wink it may all end

Time

Time

I walked passed the window in the street

I saw a old woman smilling and she winked at me

I winked back

Then a few streets down saw the old lady again

I turned towards the window and relized it was my reflection in the window

Were has time gone 

I have become old and grey 

But inside i feel like a teenager 

Time passes quickly 

Before we wink were old grey ready to retire

I kids have become aduldts

We become our grandparents 

Time goes by so quickly 

Lets just stop and turn back the clock

Life like theres no tomorow 

Before you wink it may all end

Enoug is enough

Strange how life is

You lose your way 

Then a stranger hear it 

He warned me about my life that i am being watched my phones being tapped into 

He sacrafaced his safty to safe me 

You lose some friends 

Then Gained another man 

He refused to be helped 

Hiding from those evil scammers 

On his way back to sort it out 

Enough is enough

Trust no one

I am happy again made new friends 

Don’t even miss the old ones

One door closes and a dozen   new doors open 

New  friends filled their spots they look after me not me after them we even think alike  

My am still hurt being used but it’s a life lesson 

Being my self from now on 

Trust no one  only yourself

Tell your secrets only to God 

Don’t even trust a Church 

For they have ears everywhere

Good night love you all

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